I should be able to post this relatively quilt free now because I've sketched all my comms and I literally don't have anything else to work on that I can draw on my phone but still, I feel quilty :'D

As always here are a couple of different versions too:
sta.sh/0z6ufu4qt3l (without background)
sta.sh/016vvhs5agwz (no shading or background)

This is not a vent pic btw
I just felt like drawing something kinda angsty a couple days ago and I wasn't even gonna do anything with the ugly sketch that you couldn't make anything out of but then I got bored and yeah, this happened
Still feels kinda weird to post something like this even if it's relatively mild lol

It's not bad at all but just incase, tw: mentions of (accidental) overdose, mental health problems

So anyways yes, this is a drawing of Serenity after overdosing. His head was screaming at him louder than usual this day and he accidentally took too much while trying to silence it. He felt peaceful for a moment, then the realization hit but he was so far gone at that point that he couldn't really even panic. He passed out and woke up later in a hospital utterly confused. Luckily his friend Platinum (trixieblood kid from my previous post) had found him, it was honestly a miracle he happened to visit Serenity that day. After this he's been trying to stay sober because the scare woke him up a bit to how dangerous his "habits" really are. He's mostly succesful but as you know relapses happen and he still hasn't seeked professional help, or any help from anyone really. Platinum has been keeping a closer eye on him and has been trying to subtly suggest Serenity go to rehab or a psychologist but other than that nothing's truly changed yet.

Wow that was so hopeful and inspiring, what a happy ending am I right (don't worry, it does get worse before it gets better but it will get better)

I wasn't sure if I should add the pills/drugs or not and in the end ended up making a version with them but it just didn't look right so I didn't include them
I also thought that that would maybe be a bit too much especially uploading it here

Also wow sorry that this description ended up being so long